Still no better than last time.....

Well I can't figure out how to get my motivation back up again...I tried to start back up on Tuesday, but it lasted until supper time, when I went to a fast food place... tried to start up again on wednesday, but again only lasted until dinner time. Had thought that starting, but not being so gung ho about it like before would help, but it didnt. So today i had no hope to do well at all, but besides the regular pop i haven't really done too bad yet. I guess I am starting to see a pattern that nights are hardest for me, and I think some of it might be the convience factor, so I guess I need to work on that. I did weigh my self at work, and I have "lost" 2 pounds, but I don't think this counts as a real loss. The first time I weighed in I was wearing jeans and had a completly full bladder, today I have on lighter capris and didn't have a full bladder. I also seem to be struggling with stress and anxiety recently, more than usual so that might not be helping any either. Last night I went to Texas Roadhouse, and completly pigged out several of the homemade rolls and honey cinnamon butter, steak and a baked potato. probably not the best choice adn I'm craving pizza again tonight, so I dont know whats up with me.